Friday, September 28, 2012

I sometimes question myself...

...that's an understatement. I'm always questioning myself. Honestly, I'm always thinking about money. I know I'm getting a substantial amount from my school, but recently I've been spending a lot on small luxury/necessities. So that's sort of difficult. I buy things because they're relatively "cheap" and would definitely be used. However, how do I shake off this...guilt? Not exactly tremendous guilt, but that feeling that if had just applied for a few jobs or scholarships, all of this money I'm spending could be coming out of my own pocket. I have federal work-study, and a lot of jobs are uneventual--you can spend it sitting and doing homework. I feel as if I'm not taking advantage of this free opportunity.

That's another problem. Opportunity. Just because I have the opportunity, I'm not sure if I should always be taking it. I know that the dining hall is costing everyone about $14 per meals with 10 meals per week, but I definitely am not eating at the dining hall ten times a week, or even $14 worth of food (in my opinion, so I do try to hock fruits, which they guard heavily against). Should I be contented with that? Should I try to go more often to take advantage of what I'm already paying for? Or should I just not think of it that way? Just because I have the opportunity to earn $1500 per semester for just sitting around, should I take it? It feels ridiculous not to, especially since my international-student friends don't even have that opportunity and are paying a fortune to attend Georgetown...

Yeah, I need to get over myself. I can't ever imagine myself doing something so...conventional. My mentality (and admittedly, laziness) deters me from applying for these jobs. I've always dreamt of making money in college doing something I genuinely enjoy, such as selling food, selling stock images, fixing/sewing items, or even winning....scholarships? Money that comes out of things that I'm actually doing and like to do. So far, it seems counter-intuitive because one of my reasons for not finding a job is that I'm busy and feel as if I have too many responsibilities--I currently enjoy and take advantage of the few non-flexible hours I have each day. But besides that, all that's on my mind is midterms and an Indian friend that I made...I will find out more about her tomorrow...

Cinnamon rolls cooked on Mexican Independence Day with turbinado sugar!

Granola cooked on the same day. Perfect combination of ionized salt, blackstrap molasses, and honey.

Lackluster banana muffins...

Tried making spinach soup in my Magic Bullet. I guess it sort of worked?

Part of my desk set-up.

My friends and me when we went to the White House after eating at the absurdly-expensive restaurant, "Burma."
Daw Aung San Suu Kyi addresses the Burmese community and  finally receives the AU honorary degree in person.

Met some important people at American University after the Daw Aung San Suu Kyi address to the Burmese community. I believe this one lady was part of the cohort defending Daw Aung San Suu Kyi in a 2000 uprising.

At the Smithsonian Museum of Art with Yuzana on a monster hunt for the "Art of Video Games" exhibit.

Eating at chinese restaurant with overpriced watercress with a friend from American University.

Chocolate bunny with a shattered bottom. Customer service kindly offered to send a new one.

The longest physical struggle since I got here: getting a 10-ream box  of copy paper (because it was $49 - $10 instant coupon - $39 rebate = FREE) from Dupont Circle (L St.) to campus. I took the school's GUTS bus to Dupont, walked four blocks to Staples, tried to walk back to the GUTS bus stop, died about 2 blocks into the walk, and pulled in a kind taxi driver.) Then gave out free paper! :)

Getting involved in DC!

My extravagance for the week: I caved in and bought a refillable pen. I fell in love with the fine point and  ink... $4 for 2 and $1 each refill pack. I got tired of cheap pens skipping ink..I really need to watch where I spend money...Sigh, my wastefulness...

Saturday, September 8, 2012

About to break a leg..

How has the past few days been? Far too fun. So smooth and enjoyable that I know that something bad is just waiting to happen.

Last night, I took the subway to a stop farther east of Georgetown to meet up with my daw lay and Mee Mee in the afternoon and had an amazing time. I saw and picked boo thee leaves and the vegetable itself in her backyard. She opened her invitation to her house to all of my friends, especially this one Burmese friend I had in mind. Mee Mee came over, and we promised to have sleepovers every now and then as well! After sending me home with "Nga pi Kyaw chin Baung Kyaw chin hin!!!!! Nga Kyaw !!! Boo nyunt!!!" I graciously invited this girl to breakfast the following day, and there, we hit it off.

We met up with one of her friends, who attends American University, and took the bus and Metro to Chinatown, bought buns and loads of Asian snacks, including white rabbit, a bamboo mat, then ate dinner at this one restaurant that displayed fresh noodle-making in its window, ordering Chinese (not American) watercress leaves, wonton soup, fried noodles, and Szechuan ("see-shwan," according to the waiter) chicken. The leaves were unfresh, but everything was delicious and probably handmade. Awesome.

Then we saw the Smithsonian Art Museum on the border of the very-small Chinatown (which has a lot of American stores and eateries simply with a Chinese translation tacked onto the sign as well, a very sad excuse for a Chinatown indeed). Apparently, the Art of Video Games exhibition was going on, and we embarked on a scavenger hunt, winning 7 buttons each in the process. Yay for classic Pac-man, Legend of Zelda, etc. buttons! Oh, and these was this one very awesome section in the museum where each game console was stationed in a blue-lit room, patterned on the floor with funky ceiling lights, and Final Fantasy VII was reppin' the PS. I loved the Smithsonian--it seemed that this event was highly underrated, since not many people were there. But now I'm going to make sure that I bring my camera with me whenever I go out--something I haven't been doing at all lately..

Later, we headed to Columbia Heights to shop at Target and Marshalls--stores that felt nostalgic in a weird way to buy stuff to prepare our common room kitchen for, you know, cooking and baking. After taking a bus "back to Georgetown," (mistakenly getting off 2 miles away from campus), this newfound friend and I shared stories, and just had a great time sort of getting lost, but sort of knowing where we were at the same time...and then there was a random, kind old black man who came up to us to give us his heartfelt feelings about Asians, sharing his background and complimenting us for who--or what race--we are...

Sunday, September 2, 2012

Welcome to Georgetown

My first priority today was to get homework done. Of course, it was no-go. I shouldn't be surprised, given the extraordinary number of events going on around campus, such as the activities fair, meet-and-greets, and even drama.

This morning, I woke up to a hearty breakfast of overnight-soaked oatmeal and almonds with blackstrap molasses (I even forced a floormate suffering from initial stage pneumonia [she discovered that in the ER and is ironic because we are on the "Living Well" floor] to drink a concoction of ACV and those molasses as per a "healthy drink" recipe...). I generally try to avoid using the microwave, and I did read somewhere that one could benefit some soaking nuts overnight....

The benefits of soaking nuts and seeds

Other reputed benefits include increased enzyme activity, greater absorption of the food's nutrients by the body and increased digestibility. When soaked, nuts and seeds will begin the sprouting process which bumps up their nutrient profile considerably. Nuts should only be soaked after they are removed from their shells. You'll notice that nuts without skins such as macadamias, cashews or Brazil nuts don't have as much of the murky water residue, but soaking is still recommended for ease in blending and for nutritional purposes. 
http://vegetarian.about.com/od/beverage1/a/soaking-nuts.htm

Oh, the irony is that I recently completed the school's "Scholarly Research and Academic Integrity tutorial," which delineated the definition of plagiarism by giving different scenarios and teaching students about online university resources (and Google Scholar) AND am also taking a course called "Research Theory and Communication," which should be waning me from my gullibility of believing a lot of what I read on the internet, but it's going to take some time...

But anyways, today was a special day. Productive, even. Although not in the sense that I would usually call "productive." Importantly, I bonded with people. During the activities fair and lunch, I spent time with a friend, who is, in some ways, quite similar to me, and is suffering from her fair share of problems. Her problem, a boy (I will simply say), is reminiscent of a manhwa, and I could definitely sense some complexities that I experienced only vicariously through such graphic novels that is quite unfortunate for her but fascinating to me, as dreadful as that is. I am praying for her.

Después de, I accomplished some reading, and attended a floor meeting, introducing myself to upperclassmen in the LLC living in other dorms. Over Burgermonger (which makes fantastic vegetarian wraps), we talked, and I met, again, a minority trifecta of girls, Asian, Hispanic, and Black (I have been paying too much attention to and enjoying racial diversity; my views have definitely gone international ever since coming here), who gave me advice for my freshman year (don't take "easy A" classes--you'll regret not having room for fun and more interesting classes; when teachers offer and stress office hours, that means you are obligated to visit them for the sake of your grade; and take your time...and you can avoid having to buy textbooks by borrowing them through the library consortium). After collaboration, my LLC has some pretty ambitious plans for this year, especially group fitness classes and healthy cooking!

Speaking of healthy cooking, I've made it a goal to join certain organizations, mostly those involved with environmental health and food. I plan on working with Asian Associations, Relay for Life, the Farmers' Market, and some other green organizations whose names I can't seem to ever remember. Also, either the tabloid, newspaper, or yearbook. I definitely need to focus. I actually want job experience, as well, so we'll see if that ever happens, since I haven't heard back from the several jobs I applied for yet...

After the floor meeting, I made Kashi's 7 Grain pilaf, burning the bottom of my roommate's pan in the process (shh, don't tell her, at least it's currently taking an overnight soak) and finally got my electric water kettle to work, brewing a cup of chrysanthemum and green tea for my pneumonia-stricken friend (who is actually sleeping overnight in my room as I type this to avoid whatever is in the air in her room). Later, I joined the girl who lives across the hall from me that I have never met to go to the gym together. We met a freshman looking for a piano, and I led them to the practice room (my floormate enthused in finding someone who also played the piano). We exchanged numbers, then headed to the gym, getting on the elliptical for half an hour and talking about...stuff for the remainder of the time when we were supposed to be doing weights. Let's just say that this probably won't be the last time we stick together...

Meeting up with my former roommate, I spent time in other people's rooms in my dorms, mainly community scholars. We caught up with one of the female basketball players, talked and joked, headed to a movie showing of the Hunger Games that didn't happen, walked back, met up with other scholars and met new people...andyeah. It was nice, reminiscing about the program, sharing a feeling of aghast at the things that college students, especially the people we know (America's future politicians, people!), do, probably also because we saw a gruesome sight of someone being "GERMed" (ER workers transport unconscious victims of alcohol overdose) on our way back into our dorms. Sigh. I know last night was Club Lau, where our library is transformed into a dance club just once per year, and that people showed up wasted. I know what pregaming is now and how frequent is occurs. I am familiar with the things that go on that I never would be able to comprehend in high school (but did happen anyways, in retrospect), but seeing that unresponsive girl with the foaming mouth being carted by emergency respondents made me question the sanity of freshmen. University freshmen.

But I hope to just be fortunate enough to remain a bystander. Presently, my goal is just to UNTANGLE this thing called a schedule and retreat into academia...t.g.i.[a]holiday.

And thanks Charles, for everything. I just can't figure out how to respond to your advice in your comments, but I hope you know that I'm reading them and taking them wholeheartedly.